FF
Yesterday when we were getting high
EmEm
You were invited, you woulda liked it
F
I, I, I know you all too well
F
I said that we could kiss the past goodbye
EmEm
But you weren't excited, there's no way to fight it
You can stay but shawty here I go
[Verse 1]
F
Should I spend a weekend in Vegas?
F
I'm living inside a moment, not taking pictures to save it
Em
I mean, how could I forget? My memory's never faded
Em
I can't relate to these haters, my enemies never made it
F
I am still here with who I started with
F
The game needed life, I put my heart in it
Em
I blew myself up, I'm on some martyr shit
Em
Carry the weight for my city like a cargo ship
F
I'm 23 with a money tree
F
Growing more too, I just planted a hundred seeds
Em
It's ironic cause my mother was a florist
Em
And that's how she met my pops and now my garden is enormous
F
"It's happening, Penny Lane, just like you said!"
F
I avoided the coke game and went with Sprite instead
Em
Uh-huh, that's word to the millions that they putting up
Em
I'm trying to do better than good enough
[Hook]
F
What am I afraid of?
F
This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
Em
But people I don't have the time to hang with
Em
Always look at me and say the same shit
FF
They say "You promised me you would never change"
EmEm
"You promised me you would never change"
[Verse 2]
F
Am I wrong for making light of my situation? Clap on?
F
When 40 got some shit for me to snap on
Em
Now that I'm on, I don't really want to worry about getting back on
Em
I'm just trying to stay on, get my fucking buffet on
F
I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursing home
F
And I be acting like I don't know how to work a phone
Em
But hit "redial", you'll see that I just called
Em
Some chick I met at the mall that I barely know at all and
F
Plus this woman that I messed with unprotected
F
Texted saying she wished she would have kept it
Em
The one that I'm laying next to just looked over and read it
Em
Man, I couldn't tell you where the fuck my head is
I'm holding on by a thread
F
It's like I'm high right now, the guy right now
F
And you could tell by looking in my eyes right now
Em
That nothing really comes as a surprise right now
Em
Cause we just having the time of our lives right now
[Hook]
F
What am I afraid of?
F
This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
Em
But people I don't have the time to hang with
Em
Always look at me and say the same shit
FF
They say "You promised me you would never change"
EmEm
"You promised me you would never change"
[Verse 3]
F
I live by some advice this girl Lissa told me
F
The other day Lissa told me that she missed the old me
Em
Which made me question when I went missing
Em
And when I started treating my friends different
F
Maybe it was the fast paced switch up
F
Or the two guns in my face during the stick up
Em
Maybe cause a girl I thought I trusted was who set the whole shit up
EmF
But in fact I haven't seen them since they locked Big Rich up - I know
But same time I'm quick to forget
F
I'm 'bout to roll me up a blunt with my list of regrets
Em
Burn it all, burn it all, I'm starting it fresh
Em
Cause half the time I got it right I probably guessed
F
Did I just trade free time for camera time?
F
Will I blow all of this money baby, hammer time?
Em
Yeah, I just need some closure
EmC
Ain't no turning back for me, I'm in it 'til it's over