It's not up to me
It's all I ever need
I'm sorry that my past keeps me awake
It takes all I have to stay

What's my life to me?
A box of memories that I would rather leave

I've been here before
Alone and completely ignored
I'm sorry that my past kept you away
I knew you'd never stay

What's my life to me?
A box of memories that I would rather leave
I'm sorry for the times I lied only to keep you alive