Did he push you away?
Did he blind you with the door?
Was there too much light?
Too much noise?

Where does it begin?
Where does it end?
Where do I pretend?
Where do I fit in?

Why do I hold on to?
Why do I hold?
Why do I hold on to?
Why do I hold?

Is a dog there at the door
Waving his magic wand
Swears that if you let him in
All will be gone

All that you don't want
All that you don't need
All that has you haunted
From all that you believe

Why do I hold on to?
Why do I hold?
Why do I hold on to?
Why do I hold?

I do not understand
How many times
Do you have to take it in your hands
When you know it burns