How am i still here?

Institution
How am i still here?
Recovery, remedy
Pills and alcohol

Psychiatry
Please humanize me
Difficulty of being social
Inner demons, a rat inside of me
Scars for lifetime

Elämä tänne toi, pois se myös vie (life brought here, it also took it away)

Dire empty space equals death
Dire empty space inside of me

Mistrust ruining personal relationships
Anger, the flames grow higher, hellfire
Happy and sad, manic and depressed
And everything between of them
Dire empty space equals death, inside of me