It took so long to remember just what happened I was so young and vestal then, you know it hurt me But I'm breathing, so I guess I'm still alive Even if signs seem to tell me otherwise I've got my hands bound And my head down And my eyes closed My throat's wide open I do unto others what has been done to me Do unto others what has been done to you I'm treading water I need to sleep a while My lamb and martyr You look so precious (Won't you) Won't you come on up closer, Close enough so I can smell you? I need you to feel this I can't stand to burn too long Release in sodomy For one sweet moment I am whole I do unto you now what has been done to me Do unto you now what has been done You're breathing so I guess you're still alive Even if signs seem to tell me otherwise (Won't you) Won't you come on up closer, Close enough so I can smell you? I need you to feel this I need this to make me whole Relief in sodomy I'm your witness that blood and flesh can be trusted and Have you witnessed that blood and flesh can be trusted? And only this one holy medium brings me peace of mind Got your hands bound And your head down And your eyes closed You look so precious now I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this Shit, blood and cum on my hands I've come round full circle My lamb and martyr This will be over soon You look so precious You look so precious You look so precious You look so precious You look so precious now You look so precious