And just one moment is all I ask for Just one star between us And just one second now Some perfect clarity And eighty hours alone And I swore to God that I wouldn't cry And I swore that I can't see How it's anything more than a lie And all these years I won't ever let them go All my fears They'll break me down, down so low And I'll be missin you For a lifetime But eighteen years were better than none Until the time comes for me To turn to dust So I'll get on to finding Know why she's inside out I've always found it easy To hide these thoughts of mine A collapsing state of mind I'll sink to where thoughts can't find me And I swore to God that I wouldn't cry And I swore that I can't see How it's anything more than a lie And all these years I won't ever let them go And all my fears They'll break me down, down so low And I'll be missin you For a lifetime But eighteen years were better than none Until the time comes for me to turn To turn And we all hurt And time heals nothing at all Decisions made and they cut me off From all I've ever known And I can't think No, I can't breathe I can't be what I want to with this weight on me Wish I had selective amnesia To keep you away from me But I'll be missin' you For a lifetime But eighteen years are better than none Until the time comes for me To turn to dust