What i excel in best Is my excessiveness Self deprecation I hate myself sometimes How can i be down when all that i want is in my reach What's wrong with me? Fuck it Sometimes i can feel so touch and go Sometimes i feel my self esteem is low Sometimes...at least i know sometimes i'm beautiful Beautiful And if i wasn't me I'd still just laugh at me And point the finger And blame myself as well I will not succumb to any of my peers I'm in control And i'm losing it Fuck it Sometimes i can feel so touch and go Sometimes as my self esteem is low Sometimes well at least i know sometimes i'm beautiful Beautiful Sometimes as my feelings coincide Sometimes while i struggle to survive Sometimes well at least i know sometimes i'll be alright