(Where'd I go wrong?) Pull the curtain, begin Paranoia's wearing thin now It's wearing thin now (Where'd I go wrong?) Close my eyes, realize I've become the victimized now Desensitized now The one and only day has come I pay for all the bad things I've done (Where'd I go wrong?) Something's wrong because I find the glamour In the dark side, In the dark side (Where'd I go wrong?) Cheap regrets, can't forget Falling victim to the debt still, Unpaid in my mind The one and only day has come I pay for all the bad things I've done It's gonna take me, you don't know tragedy I've been to hell and back, again to tell it Close my eyes and lay me down to sleep I fear the worst my beating heart ticks to explode And my time is up so... Why can't I just die? living dead awake, the horror show begins So pull the curtains over me (Bring on the panic The uncontrolled and manic It's a free-for-all, kill them all, every last one of them (Well hey hey hey yeah) i don't care at all) Suffocate the dreams in my mind (Well I can't stop believing) Drown the thoughts that have me confined (This life's hard to begin) Gutter dreams as black as the night (Mom and Dad were wrong) No one told me empathy's a lie (Lost in paranoia) (My last words, i'm choking are all my dreams broken? the silence is deafening my ears won't stop ringing) Now we're gone, do you still feel the same? Well now, can't you see? I need help to stop me from myself Well can't you help me now?