Pulling myself apart today To see whats underneath I analyse the things I say Its a mystery to me Why cant I be normal like everyone else? Why cant I become something more than myself? I reach and I'm trying to believe in me But its just too hard to see Who am I now? And when will I be found? What if I drown? I'm going under now Lost like a ship without a sail And terrified to fail Sick of the sickness that I feel Its a mystery to me Why cant I be normal like everyone else? Why cant I become something more than myself? I reach and I'm trying to believe in me But its just too hard to see Who am I now? And when will I be found? What if I drown? I'm going under now I'm going under now I'm going under now Who am I now? And when will I be found? What if I drown? I'm going under now Who am I now? And when will I be found? What if I drown? I'm going under now