We were texting bout something innocuous Like TV shows or podcasts or Dungeons and dra-agons We are always cute and kind to each other You would never hurt me intentionally No you’re my guy Then something got lost in communication Suddenly I feel like I got stuck at the wrong station Demons from my past rear their heads from the tracks And suddenly I'm paralysed by my traumatic past First I'm feeling sick (Feeling sick) Then I wanna cry (Wanna cry) Then I get (Get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get, get) The strongest feeling That I wanna die Crying on the floor, repetition compulsion Looking for read receipts Trapped in dysfunction I just need you to tell me you love me But my behavior’s entirely contrary I know what I'm feeling’s completely irrational Nothing you’ve done is overtly infractional This is just demons and ghosts and liches For now, I'm the one who’s got the stitches I love you yeah you know I do I just got a little loose screw Demons sure do mess with you Make you wanna cry it’s true