She was just five years old A slightly moody day She couldn't stay away from that river's edge and I I turned my back to count All the daffodil seeds that surrounded I closed my eyes and then heard the water wake up And I I can still hear that scream It's still lingering, in the air, everywhere "Mother, please save me, grab my hand, I can't, I can't" I can still see that face, sink beneath the waves Baby please, breathe for me, give me time, I am here Where did you go? Where'd you go? Where'd you go? Hey, where'd you go? Were the angels that lonely? Couldn't they suffice for anybody else? Can't everybody just lie to me? She's home, she's home, crying for me now Every night on a Monday I will visit the same spot that I hate Yes, the place that baby loved And now she can taste it, it took her away It's been five years since then And when it hits September I feel like I'm dying again Ian still won't even talk to me, talk to me Isn't this pain guilt enough? I can't even look out the window Without seeing figures distorted in the sun And I I can still hear that scream It's still lingering, in the air, everywhere "Mother, please save me, grab my hand, I can't, I can't" I can still see that face, sink beneath the waves Baby please, breathe for me, give me time, I am here Where did you go? Where'd you go? Where'd you go? Hey, where'd you go? And when the pain hits me like gunshot Oh and I'm heading on the way to the floor I hear her name and it kills me Oh, bottles up, bottles up, bottles up And I'm trying my best to hurt me Ian says it's never enough A razor to the wrist for each unshed tear Cough it up, drink it up, drink it up Were the angels that lonely? Couldn't they suffice for anybody else? Can't everybody just lie to me, lie to me? She's home, she's home, crying for me now Every night on a Monday I will visit the same spot that I hate Yes, the place that baby loved And now she can taste it, it took her away, Oh it took her away, took her away So I had a coma When I crashed my car in the lake I saw your face down there I knew, it was not a mistake So I went to the doctor I told him, Oh my heart would break If I couldn't see you He just gave me more pills But, I saw you up there Still floating by the river God, you always loved that river I bet your heaven looks just like it Then I'll like it too, Even though it scares me now But when I'm with you I'll be just fine, I'll be just fine. We can sit We can talk about, Talk about...Butterflies Butterflies, butterflies