Don't do it for them, do it for yourself, maybe Disguising the truth, convincing myself, they hate me Are you really there, or am I just talking to myself? I'll do it again, I'll stay up and watch the sunrise On top of the shed, I wish I could stay here all night I don't understand, why is it always just like this? I miss drinking until 6 AM With all of my friends, even ones I just met Hey Owen, I hope that you're listening, man You helped me get outta my bedroom again I was on the verge of the end of it all But nobody knew at all And I wish that I could get stuck in the past Back before we started moving so fast Standing this still is a choice that won't last And neither will we, so I guess it's a wrap From here, I see this so clearly At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings (At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings) (At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings) I had everything mapped to a T But everything here isn't quite as it seems There's blood everywhere from the heart on my sleeve A permanent fix, yeah, I wanted to leave It all behind me Cauterizing the thread on my wings so I'm no longer Flying Help, I'm trying to climb out this hell But it's hard to talk when I lack all the skills that I need to get outta my shell I'm not scared to jump, so just please don't come near me When I hit the bottom is when they'll start cheering And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you're hearing this When I hit the bottom is when they'll start cheering And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you're hearing this (And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me) (And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?) (And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me) (And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?) (And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me) (And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?) (And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me)