Avoiding thoughts about the after life Hiding my face from the light Window closed, now we're inside Still I try to put on a smile But I'm not worried I'm just Okey I washed of all my sins today But I'm afraid I'm afraid of letting go 'Cause I'm afraid I'm afraid of letting you know That I'm not ready But soon I'll learn to say goodbye As you sit down there by my bed And ask me how I am today I never thougt I'd be one of those Who can not even say what I don't wanna do And I'm not worried I'm just okey Washed of all my sins today But I'm afraid I'm afraid of letting go 'Cause I'm afraid I'm afraid of letting you know That I'm not ready But soon I'll learn to say goodbye That I'm not ready But soon I'll say goodbye