At a French themed party where no-one spoke French You turned to me and said: Hey, how American? Christmas lights on the fire escape Lit your glitter and red beret With your vape pen and your finger tattoos You looked like someone tryna look like you But if that's only in my head It's water I'm not ready to tread Well the talk stayed small and we shot the shit How's the music going, how's your sister's kid? Funny, time moves on, maybe I should too? But ooh, fuck it, I miss you You've got a family now and you're wearing it nice Are you only showing your highlights? When you're in a quiet place, am I there with you in a way? How I felt so undeserving of you And loved you more than I will admit to Hundred reasons, counting still Never stopped and I never will And the world cut out waiting on a string But what was meant for you wasn't meant for me I know you moved on so I'm trying too But ooh, fuck it, I miss you (Ooh, fuck it, I miss you) Ooh, fuck it, I miss you (Ooh, fuck it, I miss you) Ooh, fuck it, I miss you Over third wave coffee we're acting mature Like our history is just that and no more 6 months and counting dry Doesn't mean that I wouldn't try I know I held your hand like a bunch of balloons I knew I was meant to hold onto But I was just a stupid kid Throwing everything to the wind If I zoom in close, if I pan out wide We were so almost, I could almost die I can say I've learned but I have no clue But ooh, fuck it, I miss you Ooh, fuck it, I miss you You had a bumper sticker on your first car That said: Be happy wherever you are Thought it was all some hippie shit Now I'm here reliving it