It isn't easy being a girl like me One who's still a boy on the outside see It's hard enough to fit into my girlfriends clothes When I'll get my own only heaven knows It isn't easy being a girl like this Society would laugh when I take a piss But I laugh too 'cause it's pretty lame Yeh I laugh hard 'cause I'm not ashamed Even when I cry myself to sleep each night Weary of the pain of my selfish plight I can see the end of all my shame in sight With the virgin hope of the pure dawn light I WANT THIS Pure white trash and this inhuman race Wouldn't understand and that is no disgrace 'Cause sometimes I struggle for the reasons too But I know this is something I just have to do And nothing makes me smile like a brand new dress It kind of makes me sick when my hair is a mess I wish I had a half of your poise and grace As I look into the mirror at this ugly face But I don't want to lose you when I get this way It really is important that you want me to stay I don't want to lose you will you take my hand It really is important that you understand I WANT THIS CHANGE But how do you know for sure