Oh, taboo, how I both love and hate you How some days I only want to break you But what is broken seems a mess at least to be The one who breaks the silence, to face alone The violence whilst I sit and watch in safe and silent agreement Oh, convention, how I bend at the very mention Just keep me safe, save some face I’ll mask all intention and desire Whilst my heart it burns on fire I wear beige on a grey day Some routines that I avoid I wish where habit Some routines that I avoid are wreaking havoc It’s been ten long years and I still suck at being an adult I bore me, you can call me the unassimilated Normie You know me, I’m just trying to pass As someone who won’t get beaten up And won’t get shouted at