Bullet to my brain Before I go insane and relapse I look into the mirror Just hoping that somebody speaks back Where does the story begin? Better yet, when does it end? Took my whole life to admit Life ain’t about fitting in I’d be surrounded by friends Feeling like I was alone This mansion that I'm living in Just doesn’t feel like a home As I got older Brushed that chip off my shoulder Just let go of my grudges Held my family much closer Saw the world changing colors Like the leaves in October I know the winter is coming But summer's right ‘round corner Bullet to my brain Before I go insane and relapse I look into the mirror Just hoping that somebody speaks back I just scream Till these words come out my mouth It’s not too late to change There’s always time to turn it around But first you gotta put the gun down But first you gotta put the gun down First you gotta put the gun down Know what it’s like to be lost Trying to be something I'm not Spent life trying to be rich With no one to spend it all on Thought I was too far gone Saw the world in all cons Life ain’t a video game Can’t get another re-spawn So I live life to the fullest Stopped loading these bullets Started counting on myself ‘Cause I found out I could do it Gotta get up and push through it No matter how hard it’s getting This gunshot might kill me But it hurts everyone that it misses Bullet to my brain Before I go insane and relapse I look into the mirror Just hoping that somebody speaks back And I just scream Till these words come out my mouth It’s not too late to change There’s always time to turn it around But first you gotta put the gun down But first you gotta put the gun down, down I spit the bullet from the back my mouth And give myself another chance at living I gotta be the one to help myself Yeah, I'm on a mission Tunnel vision in my brain Before I go insane and relapse I look into the mirror Just hoping that somebody speaks back (Alright, you gotta scream right here) And I just scream Till these words come out my mouth It’s not too late to change There’s always time to turn it around But first you gotta put the gun down But first you gotta put the gun down But first you gotta put the gun down