Sometimes people start moving different And they start feeling different things Uhhm But this is how I'm feeling right now... yeah When you told me that you loved me, was it something that you meant? When I told you that I loved you, that's the only thing I felt Told you I would take a bullet for you but then you still left Never had to take that bullet, but you leaving felt like death Lost my lover, lost my friend Lost my start and lost my end Im not fine but I'll pretend You're my what, how, why, and when I still wonder how you are You're so close but you're still far I can't get to you by car 'Cause you live inside my heart You're my sunshine, you're my storm With you is where I belong You feel safe, you are my home Always been my comfort zone And now I live all alone I think about you daily From the sunrise to the sunset I watch the water move Remembering days you used to move me There's something bliss about loving you Like I was born to fall for you Like I was born to be hurt by words you never meant to say Your words are poison I sip on your lies, like it's my favourite drink It's like being addicted to something that's killing you But baby, I'm feeling you You're heaven and hell The warmest summer and coldest winter The sweetest soul with a heart so bitter It never made sense to me You taught me love and heartbreak How to gain love and then lose it How to feel love and abuse it Love is a drug I'm using You're my worst nightmare and favourite dream But isn't it ironic? The one I dream about is the reason I can't sleep Isn't it ironic? The one I dream about is the reason I can't sleep Tell me, isn't it ironic? The one I dream about is the reason I can't sleep When you told me that you loved me, was it something that you meant? When I told you that I loved you, that's the only thing I felt Told you I would take a bullet for you but then you still left Never had to take that bullet, but you leaving felt like death Lost my lover, lost my friend Lost my start and lost my end Im not fine but I'll pretend You're my what, how, why, and when I still wonder how you are You're so close but you're still far I can't get to you by car 'Cause you live inside my heart You're my sunshine, you're my storm With you is where I belong You feel safe, you are my home Always been my comfort zone And now I live all alone I said Isn't it ironic? The one I dream about is the reason I can't sleep Isn't it ironic? The one I dream about is the reason I can't sleep