Dear mathew i like you a lot I realize you're in a relasionship with someone right now And i respect that I'd like you to know that if you're ever single in the future And you want to come visit me in california where i could be Over the spinning time with you and finding out how old you were When you wrote your first song Dear jonathan i want you too much I used to be a track to devise who would lie to me And thinks only about themselves And you were plenty selfdistructive for my taste of times I used to say the more tragic the better The truth is whenever i think of the early ninetees You're face comes up with a vandence like it was yesterday Dear taris i love you much see You've been nothing but openharted and emotionally available And supportive and nurturing and ...... there for me I've been trying to push you away i remember how beautiful it Was To fall asleep on your couch and cry in front of you for the First time You were the best platform to jump from beyond myself Wat was wrong with me? Dear marcus you rock my world You had a careless manic way about you with the women And you got me seriously thinking about spirituality And you would let me get away with kicking my own ass But i could never really feel relaxed and looked all for around You go And that stoped us from getting any furthur than we did And that's kind of too bad 'cause we could have much more fun Dear lou we learned so much I realize we won't be able to talk for some time And i understand that as i do you the longest instill was the Hardest And we did as well as we could We were together in a very tumultuous time in our lives I will always have your back and be curious about you About your career you were about