Ummm, yeah Mirrors they never lie Don't see myself inside Why can't I get it right? I don't know You're always watching me fall Shadows, they like my wall Why do I feel so small? I don't know So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feel so good inside, now I know I've lost, I've lost I've lost control again Always do the same and not to blame I lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again Oh Tired of being afraid But lately, I've lost my faith What is love without pain? It ain't home You're watching me, but I'm below When I get caught, I hope It's the kind of blackout that will Take me home So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feels so good inside, now I know I've lost, I've lost I've lost control again Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and not to blame I lost control again I know that I'm a mess But I ain't trying to be the best So, whatever's coming next Start better pray-ay-ay-in' Never said I was an angel I am damaged all the way So, whatever's coming next I better pray-ay-ay-ay I've lost, I've lost I've lost control again Always do the same and not to blame I lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again