How did I get here? And what have I done? Feels like I've been sleeping for two years And I'm just waking up Like I'm coming out of a black out Like I didn't see you till right now I look around and I'm feeling Like I built a prison and put myself in it I don’t wanna go through the motions No I don’t wanna I can't stand it when you touch me like that Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend That we're just strangers again Where do I go now? And where do I start? I don't wanna pick up the pieces I just wanna watch it all fall apart Fall apart like it should Fall apart like I said it would I wanted out but you held me down And fed me the lies I told to myself I don’t wanna go through the motions No I don’t wanna I can't stand it when you touch me like that Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that I think it's better if we just pretend That we're just strangers again We had what we had but it's done and I'm over it Held on for too long and I should have let go of it I knew it was wrong but I tried to keep hold of it It was wrong it was wrong it was wrong